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I'm on the brink of something beautiful

Oh, the summertime.

1/12/09 01:15 am - LOOKING!

PLEASE HELP! I'm urgently looking for this/or something like this leather/biker jacket, please help thank you! Hopefully below $50.



ALSO LOOKING for this canvas shoe in NAVY BLUE. Preferably $30 or below.


PLEASE HELP IT'S REALLY URGENT~

p.s thanks mods. thanks to all who replied. for those who sent me a mail i'll reply asap.

1/12/09 01:10 am - LOOKING

PLEASE HELP! I'm urgently looking for this/or something like this leather/biker jacket, please help thank you! Hopefully below $50.



ALSO LOOKING for this canvas shoe in NAVY BLUE. Preferably $30 or below.


PLEASE HELP IT'S REALLY URGENT~

p.s thanks mods and those who replied. for those who sent me a mail i'll reply asap.

4/6/08 05:07 pm - FRIENDS

I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!

ANDY NG! I MISS YOU!

JOANN TSAN! I MISS YOU!

PRISCILLA WONG! I MISS YOU!

SAMUEL YEONG! I MISS YOU!(even though i see you everyday, I STILL MISS YOU!)

SHIRLEY YEO! I MISS YOU!

VINCENT CHEE! I MISS YOU!

WONG JUN MEI! I MISS YOU!

Not in ranking, just in alphabetical orders, I hope i get it right though. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz....weeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
Current Location: Baby's house.
Current Mood: silly silly

4/6/08 04:44 pm - Fear

Today i was approached by a Malay stranger, he looked really scary. He had a lot of tattoos and there was an ink of tattoo in between his eyes-like how people would say it signifies a fighter or something-.

He was all "Girl, girl you have five dollars??"

Then I replied, "No, don't have."

The conversation went on about wanting to change $5 and i kept telling him to go to the coffee shop, I have no idea why he seemed so reluctant to head to the coffee shop to change money. He even wanted me to change money for him. Of course i refused and so i told him I only had 50 bucks. His eyes sort of lit up upon hearing that i had 50 dollars and I was thinking to myself "AH SHIT BAD MOVE!"

In the end, he said "I have $50($40 in 10dollar notes and a loose change of $5, no idea why he said he had $50 when he only had $45), I give you $45 you give me $50."

 I was like WTF! Only i didn't swear in front of him, I saw this chinese couple approaching us and i said "Maybe they have."

Well, I guess he was pretty pissed off by my lethargic-ness and reluctant-ness that he, feeling all annoyed, said "nevermind la nevermind." and walked off.

No doubt I was very terrified by this man, after what happened wild thoughts kept running through my mind of how he might be a bad guy and he was actually up to no good. I really don't want anything bad to happen to me nor my family members. Paranoid, some would say but it's better safe than sorry.

I wanted to talk to somebody after the incident, but I couldn't so here I am blogging about what happened as well as being scared the shit out of.
Current Mood: scared scared

3/26/08 02:25 am - I feel this feeling, I guess it's sadness

You can be so mean to me and yet you have no idea.
Current Mood: sad sad

3/26/08 02:22 am - Spendthrift

You waste money like wasting water on dead plants.
Current Mood: annoyed annoyed

3/25/08 04:46 pm - EXACTLY.

I DID NOT MALIGN YOU FOR PRESSING JUN MEI. You've asked her more than once haven't you even thought she already told you the first time that you CAN'T have the password. Anyway, have we not accepted you GENUINELY?? But sorry like what HE once said, "maybe 15mins before if you've treasured/appreciated what we've done for you and actually did something to reassure us that you won't disappoint/hurt us anymore other than blogging about it ONLY, we would have not turn the tables around and left you on your own." THINK before you post something, "we each have our faults, if you cant accept me as who i am, then what makes you think i don't feel used? " WHO is the one who tested this friendship BECAUSE OF some GUY, who was the one who took our advices for granted BECAUSE OF some GUY?! WHO WAS THE ONE WHO CANCELLED AN OUTING PLANNED FOR SO LONG BECAUSE OF SOME GUY AND OVER WHAT?! JUST BECAUSE HE REFUSE TO ANSWER YOUR CALL OR REPLY YOUR MESSAGE.

 "and ya, 6 years of friendship, its worth nothing to you at least i tried all means to keep it going all these 6 years. 

I thought you were my best friends because we can accept each other genuinely." YOU tried all means to keep it going? I'm sorry but i think you're missing the whole point here. Once again WHO WAS THE ONE JEAPARDISING people WHO REALLY tried to save this friendship's trust, care, concern etc etc ALL BECAUSE OF WHAT? SOME GUY! 

We've never given up on this friendship just given up all hope of trying to get you to listen and wake up. Given up hope that you'll just give up on that  "FU XIN HAN!" and start afresh, just come back to us. He's not worth all your tears. ARRGGGH!

Current Mood: exhausted exhausted

3/25/08 04:29 pm - FUCK IT

whatever.
Current Mood: disappointed disappointed

3/24/08 11:00 pm - The Last Straw!

Here forth, I will not interfere with your life anymore. I cannot bring myself to forgive you in the time being. You say we're unfair by making you take sides, you say it's unfair to you by putting this 6years of friendship on the line. Ever wondered why we would do this? Is it fair to all your close friends by jeopardising your friendships just because of the most despicable being in this entire universe? IS IT WORTH IT SHIRLEY YEO??! I'm sorry, i find it very hard to trust you already. Don't expect us to be there for you when you're crying because of him anymore. You've taken this too far! No more cancelling events just to see you cry and complain over him when we try to comfort you and advice you, we end up being stabbed in the back. I've had it with all your nonsense, it's definitely f-ed up like what Jm said and pris said. Don't bother pressing Jm about the password cos no matter what you will be the only one who can't read it. We've seriously lost hope for you. Like what Pris has said "you definitely earned our distrust." You can go to those people who will only tell you things you wanna hear, advice you on things you wanna hear but let me tell you something, these are just all on the surface. By heeding such advices you will only fall even harder. But it doesn't matter anymore since advices that should be heeded end up being thrown down the drain, all our tears and effort all thrown down the drain. We are being harsh on you for your own good but apparently you don't appreciate it. We tried to be there for you, support you, be the shoulder for you to lean on, forgiven you time and time again but know i realised we were being used, we were being taken for granted. Like I've said previously, if you continue this you'll eventually lose people who genuinely care about you. Now you've not only lost our trust but also lost our care and concern.

Well, until you decide to start afresh and start having your life back start being the strong and independent Shirley that we once knew and once loved so much, you can rant and sob to your virtual perfect friends because THINGS HAVE INDEED CHANGED. Start bearing the consequences for now you're on your own.

DON'T REGRET BECAUSE IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE!
Current Mood: aggravated aggravated

3/21/08 12:06 am - ARRGGGHH

You're an utter disappointment, lies after lies. When will you stop hurting yourself as well as people around you?! WAKE UP!!! One day don't blame people who once cared for you and trusted you to leave you due to the things you've said and done. Sometimes advices are meant to be heeded, some things are just not worth it consequences you just can't bear. There's always a day when because you chose the wrong path things that meant to you most will disappear. All in all DON'T YOU DARE REGRET COS IT'S TOO LATE APOLOGISE.
Current Mood: frustrated frustrated
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